The Displaced Army Wife

Okay so it's been a few months since Jeff ets'ed and I'm still waiting for this new "normal" life to feel normal. I miss my Army life that was normal for me. No I don't want Jeff to deploy again that's not the deal. Military life is just different it's something I can't explain to somebody who's never experienced it. I miss my friends especially Mel, she was my life line this last deployment. Thanks for getting me out of the house girl lol. It's so weird it's like my life is still going on at Campbell without me there. Jeff has adjusted fine which I think has made it harder on me because I feel like there is something wrong with me now, why can't I just let go? All of my friends whose husbands have got out love it, but not me. I guess maybe some woman are made to be Army wives and I am one of them. I keep hoping that one day Jeff will just change his mind and reenlist but I don't see that happening, so maybe one day I will wake up and be okay with this, but I don't see that happening either. So if anybody has any advice I would love to hear it.