Friday, November 6, 2009
This is from my Myspace it was posted March 09
Well less than a week now and the terminal leave date is coming at an alarmingly fast rate. I am so not ready for this. Seems like I am the only one who is sad to see it end which makes it all the more difficult. I just feel like I can't relate anymore. I am trying to be positive about the whole thing, but it's so difficult. Going back to live with my mom oh God please shoot me now! No steady income, no health insurance, and dealing with civilians who have no idea what my life before was like. Every time I think about it I want to bawl like a baby. I won't though because it won't do any good my path has been set regardless of what I think, and it might be better out there in the "real" world but I just don't see how. Well I guess that's all for now because I'm getting all teary eyed thinking about it.
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